okie this is not gonna be another defensive entry about us. but pls guys. enuff of SSS, enuff of the 'mambo fight',enuff of sheryl, cheryl, cyndi and xandrea. we had enuff. we are very tired.

my boyfriend said " thats what happens when 4 girls are in the working committee" and i growled back thinking it was an extremely sexist statement.

but i realised he might be right.

>Get an engineer for your boyfriend/Husband!

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my backyard used to be filled with weeds, shrouts and numerous cigarette butts and my housemate would say its sucha disgusting view. heheh. yeah i admit too. so eldwin and i bought seedlings like cherry tomatoes, tulips and strawberries in an attempt to beautify the area. nearly 8 weeks of not-so-patient watering and care, there's finally tomatoes growing out.. hehe! im so happy! but why are't the tulips shooting out? prematured death. aw...

maybe i should give my first cherry tomato a name. any ideas? :)

my dad actually reads my xanga and god knows where he got the link from. i rang him up like a week ago and he was teasing that he saw my boyfriend's photo on the internet. i was shocked beyond words. but thank god he was liberal on me having an online journal. u noe he did flare up when he saw my previous website under audrey's hosting. he said personal life shouldn't be made public and stuff. well he just did it outta concern and i really appreciate how much my parents care for me. so yup, i kept probing how he got my site but he refused to say. well anyway just to clarify that i did not intentionally remove all the photos hosted by angelfire, they just blindly terminated the free uploading account service. damn it. and its sucha hassle to resubscribe to another account so guys check out blackribbons yahoo groups for more photos. and im sure my dad hasn't got access to it. HAHAHHA. *orbi*

vincent recently found me on friendster. thats sucha pleasant surprise, i've been searching for him but was all in vain. he mentioned that he's single, after 4 years or relationship with that jamie yeo jolin cai lookalike (wadever..) so yup, u noe once again i've seen another typical case of fragile relationship. how vulnerable love can be eh.

as the saying goes, "jiu de bu qu, xin de bu lai" bluntly translatd as the new one wun come if the old one doesn't go. Convince urself that the next one will definitely be better than the previous and getting over will be sucha easy task.

i really pity those who are still picking up the shattered pieces of their broken heart and whoever's up there has indeed been fair to me ; i've never felt so taken care and so lovED until now. *smile* say byebye to asking for more affection coz i've enough now. oooh, but its just the introductory stage isn't it :)

here's what i wrote on the whiteboard in my house for random notice and rants.

"ring ring"
"moshi moshi"
"exams are coming......"
"ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"
"tu..tu..tu..tu"

haha so cranky.

thats what love can do :)

i used to be quite a problematic kid during my secondary school days (right sarah?) and my sisters and mummie had to frequent the principle's office regularly during my lower secondary years. Yes i hated my principle, my vice principle and my discipline mistress, but come to think of it, i wouldn't have been a better person if not for their strict restrictions on me. i owe it all to them, thank you mrs goh chong ann.

mrs caroline lee took over as our principle in 1999, and i happened to be her first batch of graduating O's students. As far as i cud remember, we were fulla doubts on our new principle's capability of pulling our grades up. Is she capable enuff to set stricter disciplinary actions on the students? Is she able to reduce lesbianism rate in st margs? And that ever so courageous quote from her on wanting st margarets to be one of the top girls' school in singapore. Although we went up by 10 positions but Mrs Lee, u were damn ambitious.

So yup i rem failing 3 subjects during the prelims and was sent to the principle for a 'heart to heart talk'. Mrs Lee was advising me to drop my pure physics leaving me with only 6 subjects to strive for. I so wanted to get into JC and i cudn't afford to drop another unit coz i NOE i'd definitely fail my Amaths, i pleaded with her on giving me another opportunity to try harder for O's and i promise that i'd bag at least a B back during O's. And there she was wiping that stern look off her face and putting on a friendlier smile, encouraged me to try harder and make sure i pass it with a good grade.

I din get As of coz, i got a B4. a not so great leap from F9 to B4.

Mrs Lee, thank you for the opportunity and encouragement given, you'd be deeply missed.

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my lack of updates is due to the lack of contents. There's really nothing much to blog about these days coz my life has reached this stagnant point and i wish some intoxicating event would pop up tmrw and im NOT referring to the SSS dominoes gathering at my house.*sigh* Its not about my love life but generally my entire life in every aspect from school down to social. Its like the river passage that reaches the dam which obstructs it to flow further......... so sian so sian...*zzz* Where are the perks in life?

Reassuringly, im NOT complaining about my love life but probably its school work that ties us down. Let me depict our typical day in P.E.R.T.H.

9am: morning wakie, nua for 10 minutes, wakes up at 9.20 and frantically rush to the bathroom.

10am - 12pm : normally at lessons, or meet cheryl at the usual spot outside guild cafe for a break. People watching, updating the latest gossips and munching on snacks or smoking. u noe the usual stuff. but we are the "information centres", any news that goes through us will be showered to the rest. Oh sorry i forgot to include Dom Pan.

12pm - 3pm : either back in school or my dearest eldwin will drive me to his favourite hangout at Northbridge - the oriental shops to get me loads of groceries ranging from my housemate priscilla's favourite mini 'tang yuan' to my another housemate bingting's favourite 'man tou' to my favourite ' chao san si' for porridge. He just LOVES buying groceries.He buys 8 cans of luncheon meat and 3 x 3 char siew baos at one ago and its horrible... Its really sweet i know. I appreciate it alot but i need to set a groceries shopping schedule for him very soon.

3pm - 6pm. DEFROST THE MEAT.... rest for an hour if not including soup in the menu otherwise start boiling by 4pm. Dinner would normally be 3 dish and 1 soup. Definitely meat and vegetables and our favourite is boiled kailan with oyster sauce. The whole cooking procedure would take us like one and a half hours after which we proceed to eat.

7pm - 8pm  pris or eldwin will definitely suggest eating desserts, like gelares or almond jelly or honeydew sago or tang yuan and ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh and i cannnot resist the temptation!! i'd keep EATING and EATING and EATING and dom pan said my face resembles the soccer ball, ( in line with SSS soccer tournament ) and very fast would be like basketball!!!!!!!!!

so after 8pm would be studies and then deciding where to sleep. how wonderful my life can be.its so monotonous and did u realise 1/2 of the time deals with food? uh? ah? eh? huh? har?

im weighing at 54kg. this is no joke. dun luff sarah!

i wish i can chuck all my schoolwork aside and reunite with audrey and the resta black ribbons in singapore. audrey is on the flight back to singapore at this very moment i think. schoolwork is really suffocating me. aberdee aberdee aberdee........

Ever wonder why my name starts with C? because C for complaining and thats what im best at.